It's very hard to post at the moment because there is nothing especially interesting or illuminating about being scared shitless.
And when I break it up it's more than one fear it includes;
1. Being scared of the actual procedure itself - the idea of someone rearranging my innards and being put under anaesthetic, I really don't take well to loss of control.
2. Fear of the pain afterwards..definatley bigger than 1.
3. Fear that I will cock up badly on one of my files today and that work will have a marvelous time bitching about me for cocking up after I've gone...the only good thing being that as my sick note is for six weeks it coincides with the rest of my notice so I won't be back. That is my only consoling thought, being paid £960 for the next six weeks for sitting on my arse.
4. Fear of the frustration that is going to inevitably follow being able to do bugger all for six weeks, can't swim, can't have sex, can go for walks ...you know the sad getting better progressivley longer walks. The walks will be OK, apart from week one when getting to the end of our drive is going to be a challenge they tell me - super!
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11 comments:
Lippy....chin up , the thought of all this is worse than the doing , and we will all be here to amuse you when you convalescing :-)
I know you are right - I'm being crap, but thanks for listening!
You'll be fine, look forward to hearing all about it.
Six weeks off? remember day time TV is your friend!
Not been reading you long enough to know what your op's for but having just come through a major op myself I can understand how you feel.
good luck lippy and am sure you will make a speedy return
Knowing Tickster is lucky in it's self. Everyone I know who's had major surgery has made a speedy recovery.
just think, once you get over the initial shock of being turned inside out, you can catch up on your blog hopping, solve global warming, and achieve world peace before you return to work to be bitched at because someone else screwed up your good and hard work.
Pink - you are so right!
Ticks - Hopefully, then I can get back to saving the world in record time!
Frobes - yeah either that or all 3 series of The Hustle on DVD
*hugs* Well, it's day AFTER right? I hope you are doing well!
Good luck!
lippy, i know you're using the excuse of great drugs to avoid posting, but if you haven't noticed, gas prices are rising. get to work on that economy thing, k?
love and swift recovery
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