My Dad is ill in hospital, he has an unexplained obstruction in his gut that we are all secretly terrified is a tumour.
He had a small stroke about a month ago and we had hoped he was getting better. But over the weekend he took a turn for the very much worse.
We all know , or think we know that everybody dies, so why are we shocked when it's someone we know and love? The shock is absolutley profound and over whelming.
Work is a struggle, I don't want to be here and I would really rather all my client's fucked off and sorted it out for themselves. But then I would have no money and something else to worry about.
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